Using Dead Space To Meditate On Sentience

Love this song. Meditation music. On the happenstance of being made of star stuff! Though I did not prove the existence of God until after I was locked up. I conquered my fear of death in 2008 when Dead Space came out. An unconventional way of doing things but I was also in those days prepping myself to become a Marine so... I needed that 'training' for what would have been for me Afghanistan most likely since I had signed on for the Infantry and the guerilla warfare with the Taliban was still hot in those years.

Alas such adventures were not my life, Instead I found civilian life to be excruciatingly painful as I was always fighting for 'my own time' to do the things I wanted to work on, so I aligned my jobs to optimize the time I'd have to work on the things I deemed important, which was research... lots and lots of research, and prepping for that one day when I would read the bible I had sworn off of and kept in German so I would not be able to read it until such a time as I had come to believe in God again that I might not use scripture to destroy the faith of others.

Incidentally this also happened to be one of the songs on my mp3 player that I'd listen to as I walked the neighborhood at night. Meditating thoughtfully on how sentience could come from the smallest particle in the universe, then one day because of all of this meditation training I had done from playing Dead Space so much (I've beaten the game about 25 times now) I came up with this philosophy. That Energy was the essence of Sentience.

On the bright side I guess I don't have as much problem becoming infantry in Ukraine, its what I wanted to sign up initially for in the Marine Corps and this will be my last chance to serve as it is so I might as well take it, even if I have to become infantry, beggars can't be choosers. Anyways here's my little philosophy below. Why should I fear death when I believe fully in the afterlife and I can prove the existence of God?

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Imbued in you is living energy, energy which the essence of sentience which manifests all things according to its desire, and it is desire which causes us to suffer, this energy transcends space and time, it is harmoniously in tune with itself, vibrating at a frequency we can barely comprehend.

Welcome Pilgrim in this New Treatise on the Sentience of Energy, to start off with our ancestors had various names for energy, Mana, Arcana, Prana, Chi, and Chakra these are thousands of years old philosophies and they attributed it to being the Substance of God, or as the Greeks, Reason, the substance of Thought itself, or in other words, that this energy was Sentient, for the sake of this article Mana will be what we refer to energy in general while Arcana is to refer to normal or ‘light’ energy and Prana will refer to Dark Energy, in addition to his Chi will be used to refer to the Cosmic energy while Chakra will be used to refer to the bodies’ energy and how you can align with the Cosmic Sentience through the use of Sacred Herbs found in the Bible  Now our Ancestors back in the ancient world couldn’t prove this energy existed, but they all had philosophies about it, from nomadic tribes to civilizations, similarly they all held in a Divine Conspiracy set in motion perhaps since before humanity first set foot in North America, part of this teaching was this cosmic energy which they believed to be Sentience itself which they called God which we now days call God though we have all but forgotten this Mana which is his substance which is universal and is imbued in all things imagine a Sentience that desired Love and from this desire arose all of manifestation. And so it is true the Chakra in our bodies is the same Mana as the Cosmic Chi, meaning we are made of the same substance as God, which is what it means to be consubstantial with the Father now there is one way in which we may imbue Mana in others, by words, or the Word, The Logos as Christ is called because he was the Incarnate Word another meaning for Logos is Reason, and Mana is imbued with the Logos or Reason and its feminine counterpart Sophia or Wisdom. As the astronomer and who some might call Saint Carl Sagan once said ‘We are made of star stuff’ and I think we should put it here in his honor that Kaneh Bosm is widely accepted among the Jewish Community today as having been Cannabis, Kaneh Bosm was the key ingredient in the Holy Annointing Oil which anointed the Christ and drove out demons and healed the sick. A very Sacred Herb held in the highest reverence, and not just in Christianity, Soma in Hinduism and Hamao in Zoroastrianism were also made from this Sacred Herb. Similarly Mennu in Egypt and Manna in the Bible were actually Psilocybin Mushrooms it is through the proper use of these Herbs that we may enter into a deeper communion with God, though we must be careful for irreverence and carelessness can lead to bad experiences which can shaken one’s faith or in the worst case scenario leave on a trip you don’t come back from. But it is such that Dark Energy or Prana is the transcendent substance of sentience which is unknowable, or at least little fruit has been born in the research of Prana. Arcana on the other hand is something we can observe at any time and we have quite a few theories regarding its relationship to the rest of the Cosmos. In this we should take note, at how the brain forms synaptic nerves in order to facilitate the communication between regions of the body, in this way the universe also seems to mirror the human mind as there are images that can be seen showing how the cosmos looks almost exactly like the synaptic nerves in our brains. It should be little surprise to us since sentience has its own way of forming these ‘cosmic’ nerves but it is something worth noting here at least that the cosmos mapped looks entirely like a brain. We are after all in the Mind of God and he gives us our being through his own substance, the substance of sentience. Energy. Mana.

Now our ancestors had competing philosophies on energy but they do generally seem to agree on one thing, Karmic Energies, Mana itself is from a polynesian concept that simply put one does good and they gain good energy, while if someone does something bad they gain bad energy. The Norse had a similar vision held with their Orlog and Wyrd concepts purporting that everything one did in their life was connected to their ‘karmic’ energies even the famous philosopher Carl Jung noted peculiar instances in the lives of people that could be said to be connected to these ‘Karmic’ Energies, instances which appear to be coincidental happening repeatedly over the lives of various individuals so this is where the concept of Sin comes in. Sin and Evil are very real and they can be measured internally by each soul. There is such a thing as sin-shaming and this is the foundation for many a christian preacher, but really it serves no place, real sin people do not need to discern, they feel it in their bones. How much more evidence do you need to prove God than all the energy in the Cosmos? By discerning that Energy is the Essence of Sentience we forever remove the plague of death from our minds as we would know Sentience is energy itself, and our Sentience then does not cease on our death. Nor for that matter do our loved ones, but also we certify that there is a discord among Sentience, and the more further away we remove ourselves from God the greater the discord among our Sentience as we fall to the temptations and depravity of Evil. This is the spirit which God can not abide, and since our Sentience merely dissipates back into the Plemora, the Akashic Field as it is known now days we leave open the entire possibility of an afterlife controlled by this sentient being, as our energy which is the essence of our sentience would be forever in their domain, and no one has any living memory of what it is like to pass on to the other side, save for those who profess near-death experiences. It would also pave the way for new discussion about reincarnation, which I am personally fond of.